Sunday, November 23, 2008
There's choir tomorrow and Ms Chen isn't around. I need to talk to her, but she won't be back until the 20th of dec. Abba, help me. I really don't want to go for CCA anymore. I don't want to dislike singing, cause I really love singing. I guess I need to find so teacher to talk too.
HAd a talk with my mum yesterday, she told me if I don't get my grades by mids she's pulling me out of school. It's crazy. Haha? Suddenly, it seems all blurry again. I feel so inadequate. Why does it take me three years and the rest only two? How am I going to feel when people start talking behind my back? Will I really be okay? I guess only God knows, and knows He does. Abba Daddy, I'm scared but you are my Rock.
I really need sleep now. Quite tired. I hope something good happens this week. Let's start with getting rid of this cough I'm having.
